yeaaappp you read it all from the title boys and girls..field camp was full of digging, full of mudcakes, mudpies, mud tiramisu cakes, mud log cakes and shieat.5 day 4 nights in mandai camp totaly screwed us up, and GUESS WHAT!

Sierra is supposedly the slackest.

okay for those of you who have nooo dammnn idea what e hell im talking about, carry on 20.

nahhhhh not yet lar. wait 6 more months. yeahh lar this time was my platooon field camp so we were divided into Blue and Red forces..Blue are the gay-ass goody two shoes soldiers while Red are the mean-ass manly devil barbarians that see no rules and take no prisoners.

and yes, i was Red.

And hell, the planning and the SHIEATT! we dug 2X shelscrapes (a bathtime like looking hole in the ground) and one fire trench (a big-ass hole the height of your chest, which i actually built instead of dug. i just dug up all the soil inside and built it up in front of my hole so it was higher than normal, and normal was at my waist. the dug up soil was up to my chest. but, as always. the lieutenant surprised me with his intelligence....shit.)

and ya lar,THE WEATHER, MY FRIEND, DIDNT HELP, AT ALL DAMMIT!

It rained 3 days in a freakingrow and it was SO HEAVY SOMEMORE! BUT!

here comes the shit..while it rained, at least the Red force was dry. we were wet first, caught in the rain yes, but we got into a shed and rested there, cold, yes, but dry.

Aaaaannnnddd gues what blue was doing!!!! THEY WERE SWIMMING IN THIER TRENCHES AND HAVING A GOOD-ASS BUBBLE BATH in their shelscrapes!so ya lar..we did all our fighting, the Blue was to attack us in the first 2 days, den we move out and they take over our holes, then we go elsewhere and then attack them back so its like we take turns to defend lar. just that they didnt dig any much holes. we did all the bangla work for them!!!

BUT YA! enough of rambling! i wrote this post just so i could come back and look at it and say "HEY I DID IT AND IM STILL ALIVE AND MY FINGERS STILL WORK ENOUGH TO TYPE!" (eh..holding a chunkoal and a pungki and a freakin shovel digging tiramisu mudcakes out of the ground sucks)

i hope all of you are doing fine!

Al, you gotta buy me a new car mirror, but thanks for filling up anyways man. Oh, my dad said its supposed to be 92. hahahaha.

and Recruit honk, get ur ass back here asap man.

and to miss O-W-L..if you read this ever..colourful.

yeaaappp you read it all from the title boys and girls..field camp was full of digging, full of mudcakes, mudpies, mud tiramisu cakes, mud log cakes and shieat.5 day 4 nights in mandai camp totaly screwed us up, and GUESS WHAT!

Sierra is supposedly the slackest.

okay for those of you who have nooo dammnn idea what e hell im talking about, carry on 20.

nahhhhh not yet lar. wait 6 more months. yeahh lar this time was my platooon field camp so we were divided into Blue and Red forces..Blue are the gay-ass goody two shoes soldiers while Red are the mean-ass manly devil barbarians that see no rules and take no prisoners.

and yes, i was Red.

And hell, the planning and the SHIEATT! we dug 2X shelscrapes (a bathtime like looking hole in the ground) and one fire trench (a big-ass hole the height of your chest, which i actually built instead of dug. i just dug up all the soil inside and built it up in front of my hole so it was higher than normal, and normal was at my waist. the dug up soil was up to my chest. but, as always. the lieutenant surprised me with his intelligence....shit.)

and ya lar,THE WEATHER, MY FRIEND, DIDNT HELP, AT ALL DAMMIT!

It rained 3 days in a freakingrow and it was SO HEAVY SOMEMORE! BUT!

here comes the shit..while it rained, at least the Red force was dry. we were wet first, caught in the rain yes, but we got into a shed and rested there, cold, yes, but dry.

Aaaaannnnddd gues what blue was doing!!!! THEY WERE SWIMMING IN THIER TRENCHES AND HAVING A GOOD-ASS BUBBLE BATH in their shelscrapes!so ya lar..we did all our fighting, the Blue was to attack us in the first 2 days, den we move out and they take over our holes, then we go elsewhere and then attack them back so its like we take turns to defend lar. just that they didnt dig any much holes. we did all the bangla work for them!!!

BUT YA! enough of rambling! i wrote this post just so i could come back and look at it and say "HEY I DID IT AND IM STILL ALIVE AND MY FINGERS STILL WORK ENOUGH TO TYPE!" (eh..holding a chunkoal and a pungki and a freakin shovel digging tiramisu mudcakes out of the ground sucks)

i hope all of you are doing fine!

Al, you gotta buy me a new car mirror, but thanks for filling up anyways man. Oh, my dad said its supposed to be 92. hahahaha.

and Recruit honk, get ur ass back here asap man.

and to miss O-W-L..if you read this ever..colourful.

i've just come back from field camp. and no, this one is an exact opposite of what you envsisioned a FIELD camp to be.

ahhhh. firstly. we had beds. yes, safari beds to sleep on.

you wont believe the second one. a cupboard. yes, a cupboard to place all our stuff in, just like in bmt.

and finally, how can you have all these without a roof over our heads, YES WE HAD A BARRACKS TO SLEEP IN!

ya lar. but we spent like only 5 hours sleeping in there per day, which completely defeats the purpose of the damn bunk. hahaha. everyday was just fire movement and alot of drill exercises, learnt bout ambushes and snipers and artis and that bashing around in the jungle at night totally sucks, and that ants that build nests on leaves bite really hard and dont die til you squish them hard.

AND THATS ABOUT IT BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS. The SAW is a great gun to fire live rounds, just zhua like rambo. But it sucks with blanks, and its weight is another minus, COS AFTER LUGGING IT ABOUT FOR SO LONG You'd at least expect it to fire nicely for you during a drill..BUT ITS NEVER FIRED MORE THAN 2 in one burst. geez. hahahaaahaa.

WHY HELLO!

Haha, well im feeling much better from the last time i blogged, in case you're wondering. And this weekend has been different!

I SPENT THE WHOLE SAT WITH MY DADDAYE! hahaha..yeah we went to east coast area..den to simlim..den back to chinese swimming club..then back home again. ahhh fun, reminds me of just before i enlisted, where the both of us kept going to and fro from our old house.

Speaking of our old house..yeah we dropped by there. in case all of yuou have been holed up in a cave somewhere, or got your head stuck down some toilet bowl somewhere..i've moved to another place in punggol.. yes DUH DOOOHHH!~ like for what right, but yeah its a flat now.

as i've said before, its good i gues cos at any one time i think there'll only be one person around..my dad, or me, or the cat. wait. THE CAT!? anyway, yes, the cat as well, i dont have a cat and i have no idea what im talking about, but yeah, basically the old house is too big to clean and just..too cold for one person to live in.

BUT NO WORRIES! we'll be moving back when the quan jia fu comes home.

ANYWAY! WOW! major deviation, yes i've moved house and its a nice little flat just next to kadaloor, so theres also a major plus in convenience, WE"RE LIKE SO NEAR TO HUMANS NOW! NO MORE BERRIES AND FRUITS AND NUTS AND LEAVES AND TREE BARK TO EAT!

yup. so went back and saw my old house, its been taken over by GERRMANS! yeacht youcht gotech mecht roightey that.

okay im starting to get bored with my post.

i hope you're doing okay with your studying and preparation and projects. its killing two stones with one bird i gues (poor bird), this weekend i get to spend time with my dad, at e same time helping you out by not disturbing you too much.

yes i'll look forward to nov 19.

yes i love you.

and yes till next time me centurians, take care now!

Why hello again.

Not sure if many of you guys have been coming by here. hahaaa. well i dont blame you mahn.

anyways. feeling down in camp, and yeah, ironically its a thursday. and im booking out tmr for my aeromedical review. Not sure if i wana go air wing anyway, im starting to settle in in sierra, and e people here are all like-minded and really really fantastic people. However i may not have a choice, and i guess the army's all bout adaptation, i do that well enough maybe.

feeling down cos of other reasons too, too many to just spill em all out here, well..actually i could, nobody (or you) dont even come by anymore, so like wth right.

basically you dont seem to care like you used to anymore.

i can safely say, oh yes i think i can, that if i walk away right now and never return, all i'd get is 1 call.

its the exact opposite as i said. but dont worry, i'll get a hold of myself. until one day i finally snap, it may be too late already, but i know i've tried, and i know i've done my best for us.

i know, i've given my EVERYTHING to this.

can you say that?

I've been screwing up. everything's been screwing up.

maybe next month it'l be better, but no point toking so much bout it now. yeah, im just gona splurge it on some thing i dont even know of.

i really shud keep a financial record book. and see exactly wot i spend on.

i dont shop.
i dont club.
i dont buy unecessary stuff.

and somehow. i'm drained dry. i have no idea why.

and expectations are piled on me all over, and no problem, i'll ride them all, and i know i need to meet these expectations. im not complaining.

i just need some time. maybe its cos i dont have enough to save with in the first place. i have 3 meals all out, and tt wud be 12 bucks. how do i save when all i have IS 12 bucks. or less. hell.

and my ez link card is like unused for dunno how long. i've been using coins and pissing bus drivers off, (luckily their all actually quite patient and nice) to get home.

never mind.
never mind.
never mind.

WOH! EMO TIME!!!!!!!

hey!!!!!!!! my god!! its been 2 centuries now hasnt it!? HOLY GEEZIZ CRAPPIN CHRIST HOH!

hahaha. weeaaalll. so many things have happened in the last 2 centuries man, u really gota check em all out.

FIRST UP...OWL and I JUST CELEBRATED OUR FIRST YEAR!!!!! hahaha thank you thank you. i mean. erm..that is if you're congratulating me like, kowtowing at your keyboards.
well, things didnt really go as planned, but me and her were sure glad the plan changed, as it was a blessing in disguise.

anyways, our plan B was not even planned, it was so impromptu simply cos the both of us wanted it to work so much and be such a big thing. i cherish you, i love you, happy first year baby.

NEEEXT UP! my dad is back!! somehow the first subject and this subject is connected, but i won't really go into detail. i will tell the relevant people though! hhahaha. (yup, al you got it)

Number threeee...well. my bro's gone. geez. eh? i didnt tell you guys he was back anyway rite. hahaha, so this subject is quite rendered useless. but yeahh wel he was here for the first 22 days of august..and it was so sad he was leaving. i rembr all the stuff we did, like sliding around praticing tackles in soccer, going out to city hall to eat chic rice and prawn noodle, wearing the same stuff, gg into his room to fool around and steal jelly beans.

and i rembr being strong around him, and breaking down to only her. and i rembr breaking down so badly when he and my mom drove off in that london cab. strong fronts dont count when you're alone man.

well.

ALRIGHT, onto a happier topic. erm. hm. there is no more happier topic. oh wait there is. haha. yeah, just spending time with my dad. went to punggol marina to catch man u and chelsea matches over the weekend! see theres this big screen outside with a dry leaf wall surrounding it and many benches and tables. ordered a coke, beer, fries and chic wings for the first nite. and excluded the expensive chic wings for the second. hahaha. yeaahh. and had to put up with the terrible, terrible moaning and groaning of the karaoke monsters.

thats it i guess!

i'm happy, content with my love life.
i miss my brother.
i wont really miss my dad, i mean i will. but heck! hes only 4 hours away in china!!!
i need to get my radio future on track. write a script, get mr loh to help me record..and SEND THEM OUT TO ALL THIS RADIO STATIONS WHO NEED SOMEONE LIKE ME TO STOP PEOPLE FROM INJURING THEMSELVES AFTER FALLING ASLEEP ON THEIR RADIO SETS! (and the more dangerous ones would be on the road)

thats it! nice to be back after a few centuries. wil be back in 3010!

sleepy.

so much to do.

so little time.

i wanna run away to tuas c with her again.

i've never ever cried for those kinda people.

those people sitting along covered walkways at bus interchanges, heartland streets...those people asking you to give them a spare dollar for 3 packs of tissue.

but i did that night. she was just sitting thr alone for a while as me and wanlin walked by. and man. pitiful isnt even enough to describe her. she was sitting thr holding out a shrivelled hand, she coudnt be younger than 80. and every now and then she'd shout 'kim zuaaa'..like some kinda bird call. but this was morbid.

then when we walked past again to go home, it was late. and she was now standing in the middle of the wave of human traffic, desperate and trying to earn a few more bucks.

and on the way back i cried my eyes out.

today i gave her 2 bucks. for nothing. for her i guess. get herself a drink or some food. and i'd do it again when i see her again.

hell. dis is crazy. i never do this. but hell. sympathy. empathy. pity.

what the hell are all these damn singaporean charity orgs doing. so much money put in with them, i always donate. why the hell are thr stil these people on the streets.