I've been screwing up. everything's been screwing up.

maybe next month it'l be better, but no point toking so much bout it now. yeah, im just gona splurge it on some thing i dont even know of.

i really shud keep a financial record book. and see exactly wot i spend on.

i dont shop.
i dont club.
i dont buy unecessary stuff.

and somehow. i'm drained dry. i have no idea why.

and expectations are piled on me all over, and no problem, i'll ride them all, and i know i need to meet these expectations. im not complaining.

i just need some time. maybe its cos i dont have enough to save with in the first place. i have 3 meals all out, and tt wud be 12 bucks. how do i save when all i have IS 12 bucks. or less. hell.

and my ez link card is like unused for dunno how long. i've been using coins and pissing bus drivers off, (luckily their all actually quite patient and nice) to get home.

never mind.
never mind.
never mind.

WOH! EMO TIME!!!!!!!