i've just come back from field camp. and no, this one is an exact opposite of what you envsisioned a FIELD camp to be.

ahhhh. firstly. we had beds. yes, safari beds to sleep on.

you wont believe the second one. a cupboard. yes, a cupboard to place all our stuff in, just like in bmt.

and finally, how can you have all these without a roof over our heads, YES WE HAD A BARRACKS TO SLEEP IN!

ya lar. but we spent like only 5 hours sleeping in there per day, which completely defeats the purpose of the damn bunk. hahaha. everyday was just fire movement and alot of drill exercises, learnt bout ambushes and snipers and artis and that bashing around in the jungle at night totally sucks, and that ants that build nests on leaves bite really hard and dont die til you squish them hard.

AND THATS ABOUT IT BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS. The SAW is a great gun to fire live rounds, just zhua like rambo. But it sucks with blanks, and its weight is another minus, COS AFTER LUGGING IT ABOUT FOR SO LONG You'd at least expect it to fire nicely for you during a drill..BUT ITS NEVER FIRED MORE THAN 2 in one burst. geez. hahahaaahaa.

WHY HELLO!

Haha, well im feeling much better from the last time i blogged, in case you're wondering. And this weekend has been different!

I SPENT THE WHOLE SAT WITH MY DADDAYE! hahaha..yeah we went to east coast area..den to simlim..den back to chinese swimming club..then back home again. ahhh fun, reminds me of just before i enlisted, where the both of us kept going to and fro from our old house.

Speaking of our old house..yeah we dropped by there. in case all of yuou have been holed up in a cave somewhere, or got your head stuck down some toilet bowl somewhere..i've moved to another place in punggol.. yes DUH DOOOHHH!~ like for what right, but yeah its a flat now.

as i've said before, its good i gues cos at any one time i think there'll only be one person around..my dad, or me, or the cat. wait. THE CAT!? anyway, yes, the cat as well, i dont have a cat and i have no idea what im talking about, but yeah, basically the old house is too big to clean and just..too cold for one person to live in.

BUT NO WORRIES! we'll be moving back when the quan jia fu comes home.

ANYWAY! WOW! major deviation, yes i've moved house and its a nice little flat just next to kadaloor, so theres also a major plus in convenience, WE"RE LIKE SO NEAR TO HUMANS NOW! NO MORE BERRIES AND FRUITS AND NUTS AND LEAVES AND TREE BARK TO EAT!

yup. so went back and saw my old house, its been taken over by GERRMANS! yeacht youcht gotech mecht roightey that.

okay im starting to get bored with my post.

i hope you're doing okay with your studying and preparation and projects. its killing two stones with one bird i gues (poor bird), this weekend i get to spend time with my dad, at e same time helping you out by not disturbing you too much.

yes i'll look forward to nov 19.

yes i love you.

and yes till next time me centurians, take care now!

Why hello again.

Not sure if many of you guys have been coming by here. hahaaa. well i dont blame you mahn.

anyways. feeling down in camp, and yeah, ironically its a thursday. and im booking out tmr for my aeromedical review. Not sure if i wana go air wing anyway, im starting to settle in in sierra, and e people here are all like-minded and really really fantastic people. However i may not have a choice, and i guess the army's all bout adaptation, i do that well enough maybe.

feeling down cos of other reasons too, too many to just spill em all out here, well..actually i could, nobody (or you) dont even come by anymore, so like wth right.

basically you dont seem to care like you used to anymore.

i can safely say, oh yes i think i can, that if i walk away right now and never return, all i'd get is 1 call.

its the exact opposite as i said. but dont worry, i'll get a hold of myself. until one day i finally snap, it may be too late already, but i know i've tried, and i know i've done my best for us.

i know, i've given my EVERYTHING to this.

can you say that?