hello! yesss yess hows all my valentines lads? all ye who are attached, happy v day to you. cherish your baby and love her as much as possible. all ye who art stil waiting for that one special one, jus lemme tel you, the wait is worth it, cos when she comes along, the more you'l cherish her. she'l be the one.

anyways. yeap. spent vday with me birdie. and yeah, wel seeing as we realised we didnt haf much time cos she needed to go home at 9..we decided not to go too far so...WE HOPPED ON A BUS TO SENTOSA!!!

hahahahahahaa. so fun rite. hahahaha. alright alright those in disagreement raise your hands...ok thank you now get out of here. hahahaha.

yuuup. so there we were sitting on you know, the wooden towers at palawan..erm..the 2 of em. the 'highest point in SEA' or smthg. wait. i tot that was UOB plaza or smthg. hahaha. anyway. yeah we were siting up there. special memories, special thoughts, special times we had there.

and yeah. it was just peaceful and everything...eating phad thai (from lerk thai in the foodcourt of hbfront) and beef bowl (from yoshinoya in hbfront too) and just having so much fun...so peaceful..sweet silence...and little words...until...

A COCKROACH (my best fren) CRAWLED OUT FROM THE WOODEN SLABS!!!!!!!!!

WOOOOOHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahhaaha.

okok overreaction time over! but holy crap. yes. wel. we scared it off under the slabs again. and geeziz christ we tot it was gone. den..

HOLY CRAP IT APPEARED AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAARRRRRRGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aaahhh...jus toking bout it now gives me the geeweezies. geez. orite orite im gay orite! MAN! but i cant stand these things orite? geez!

ok. so as a natural reaction we got up and moved off to another spot near where we were. not so wise, as we soon found out. geez. GULP. i dun even wana tok obut it. orite. anyways. ok. so we started eating again..and having fun as usuall..and i was deciding to tie up the plastic bag we had of leftover food and stuff to prevent them from coming again.

DEN ARRRRRGHHHH ANOTHER ONE APPEARED AND WALKED A DAMN CATWALK INBETWEEN US!!! EEEEARGHH!!!!!!!!

ok so we got up. and ran off to the sand.

yes. the rest of the nite was beautiful and relatively cockroachless. yes.

an eventful evening it was. but in the end it all came down to the bare basics, the first valentine i had with the specialest person on earth.

hope all of you had similiraly eventful vdays. *shivers* woo gee.

'hey, i think u were off-key at the chorus'

welcome kids, to english lesson no. 1. how does this phrase seem, in anyway offensive? ok. let's jsut say, you're an awfully fragile person wid a heart of the thinnest of glass, (aldo judging from your hippo outside, its hard to imagine) you tried ur best to help someone wid a performance, lets just say, u did. wel, thank you very much.

and e song starts..and you were offkey at the chorus.

and some guy just says to you, at e end of it all. 'i think you were offkey at the chorus', with not the slighest bit of spite, not e slightest bit of intention to screw you up wid his 'bigoted-i-am-only-responsible-for-myself' attitude, to puncture that oh-so-fragile-heart of yours..oh you poor poor thing.

are you hurt? are you hurt by my very very innocent statement, form the bottom of my heart, with the only intent of honest feedback, so mayb you cud look out and stay onkey for the next shooting?

and oh. what do i get now? now even my girlfren get dragged into it? what the freak is wrong wid asking you 'wheres wanlin?'

geez. what are u, jealous? please. get a life. you're her gd fren, you see her in class, and since you all shud be having a lunch gathering, it wud only be natural for me to ask you of her whereabouts.

i've tried to be nice to you. i've tried my very best to cope wid ur oh-im-such-a-bitchy-bitch attitude and yoiur diva bleagh dressing. and as people go about 'i cant stand her' and stuff..im telling them, shes a nice person lar.

oh wel. maybe my message was conveniently misinterpreted by you, seeing as how the 'oh-so-cynical-and-skeptical-and-bossy-director' coudnt find a talent to support her perfectionistically high ambitions. (ooh! MR LOH SAID WE DID A GOOD JOB!!! OOH!! CAN I HUG YOU HAZRY!?? OOHH!!!)

geez. he probably said tt to everyone.

and please. you hate me, i dun care alright, for all youknow, now, i hate you too. think i wanna tok to you anyway? think i wana beg at your feet for ur acdceptance?

think i've forgotten how you cut in between when i was talking to wanlin back den?
think i've forgotten how, when i was seeing wanlin, you wud be saying 'hes not a good person' and all that freakshit?
think i've forgotten how u'd stereotype me wid the people i hang out with?

wel. guess what, i haven. and geez, dis only adds on to it.

ha. so much for trying to be nice to people.

so much for honest feeedback.


PS. sorry dearie. i just cant stand it when people forget you're actually human. when ppl actually forget when im genuinely trying to be nice. i cant stand hypocrites. i cant stand hippos.

it's ok to be angry and never let go,

it only gets harder, and all that you know,

when you get lonely and no one's around,

you know that i'll catch you when you're falling down


it's a sleepless night tonight.
a moonless night.

and all i need, is that one light again, to light up my night,

and make everything seem right again.