well..it happened again. im kinda wondering..izit juz me? how cud i always be so unluckY? how could i always be..u noe..juust..a nobody!? i tot i had found wot i wanted. only for it to u noe. jus fly away from wot it could have been. ok im not making sense rite now i noe. but im ok alright. im orite.


yea wel latest news wud be i got contact lenses. wel, i gues i look alright widout specs. mayb a lil less decent. hahaha. cos i heard i looked more intellectual (wich i aint anyway) wid specs. i keep getting stares from ppl though, widout my specs. guys gals n gays alike. all of em look at me, some guys look liek they'l kill me some gals look like they'l screw me. hahahahaha. wel, tts alright. rite? i duno. give n take maybe. haha.


wel i dun feel as deflated as before eh? wel i duno. i kinda tot i saw this coming. sweet as she was..and everything tt seemed to be..i kinda didnt haf a gd feeling bout wot was coming. anyways.just as mingo said to me. i dun seem serious enuff. but tts just me! I AM SERIOUS DAMMIT! i am serious bout wot might happen. but im juz a crazy joker, so i might seem like i aint serious bout r-ships and all tt and u noe, gals dun get e kinda security they want. but hell. hell. its juz me. if one cant accept me for that, den hell ill juz keep lookin til e right one comes along. n if she doesnt. den. ill juz go gay. hahahahaa. BUT NO! CURRENTLY, i am NOT GAY. so back off homoboy.