wel helo again..how u doing eh? gee. i duno man i sound reli jaded do i? wel. if i dun im juz sayiing yes i am jaded. as jaded as hell man. HELL.

wel ok 1stly smthg's happened tt im not gg to write in here. cos of 'THE POWER OF TECHNOLOGY!" (inside joke eh, i wun make e same mistake again sir.)

but e 2nd thing tts happened might juz serve to all those involved to..just look at wots happening rite now. try to change dis man. ok, its e soccer team im in man. its. wel..its breaking up, as franklly as i can. i duno y, mayb cos we aint playing much togetha anymore, or mayb cos we're losing (as sm1 told me) or just..i duno. juz cos of smthing. i duno what. but im nt ready to gif up all dis man, e team, soccer and everything. i noe u think it might not be as bad as it is..but hell. it is. its all i have man, all i have for soccer. i was one of e ppl who made dis team, and im not gg to c all tt go down. all those games we had be4, e goals, e players...geez..hell..oh no...

yea wel u think ur never gona c sm1 who aspires to make sm1 laff can go moaning bout bad things and appear sad to u, but hell tts e way it is rite now. im reli reli jaded dude. e 1st things makin me worry more. im juz trying to make things better for tt person now, juz trying to cherish tt person more. all e respect man. im thinkin mayb its cos of e shit tt person has to go thru tts y tt persons like tt..so ill take tt all away, make it not happen man..change ur mind pls..man.

for gods sake dis is e last thing i need.