hi. u noe what. im somewhat stressed.

i noe i noe..tt doesnt sound like me yea. i noe. but iM OKAY AS ALWAYS! i duno. i kinda feel i aint taking life serious enuff. but. i duno. why should i? i wana just enjoy myself like this. i reli do. the sad thing bout life is that to enjoy urself u have to eat, u have to sleep, u have to live, u have to work. u NEED MONEY. tts the shitty ting bout life. u cant just live free. u cant just. i duno. even vagabonds n beggars out thr haf to work. they gota sit thr n beg and haf tt pitiful face. the whole day. vagabonds go about wid supermart carts and they gota do collecting n stuff. and they sleep in drains n stuff.

i duno. im not sayin i wana end up like this. but what if i did? hahaha. tt'l be lame. but mayb i cud revolutionise the whole new vagabond look. mwahaha. turn it into a fashion. 'BE A VAGABOND TODAY!' or smthg. den i'l be a famous vagabond. hahahaha. tt sick. im getting sleepy.

but anyways. yea. money is so impt in life. widout it u cant live at all. it even touches love. i duno. widout money, how u gona support any1? even if the gal tells you 'im not wid u for the money' but what e hell. u expect her to slp wid u in e drain? i duno. if thr reli is this kinda true love den i wudnt mind being a vagabond with tt someone. we cud go shoppingmart cart stealing together and feed the pigeons. hahaha. i duno. tts stupid.

yea. i haf yet to get my new contact lens. cos im at my last pair. and im running out. and im losing out. haha. but what e hell. y dun i seem to care.

school? yea im not saying i reli slack. as jeremy said once. i noe when to study. u noe. thr are 2 kinds of students. the smart lazy ones. and the stupid hardworking ones. the stupid hardworking ones work their asses off every day of their life, and no doubt, theyre successful most of the time. but tts not life is it? how do they enjoy themselves?

i duno. i might seem to fun-minded. but i live to that. i duno. everyday shud be fun to me. hahahaa. if i dun laff one day ill just die.

yea. think of the future my mom told me. my future? i wana be a radio dj wid my very own station(no not indian. please.) but if i dun work for tt wil i be thr? yea. true. i gota start brushing up on my general knowledge and other stuff. and study hard.

i somtimes think i might be in e wrong course. i sometimes tink what happens if i dun make it as a dj? wot e hell wud i do. i dun haf a backup plan. i sometimes think. u noe. i dun even noe what to do after poly. i heard smwhr at 21 things jus fall into place n u seem to noe what u wan. i hope tts e way it is. tts 3 more yrs of enjoying myself. hahaha. NO it aint. i have e rest of my life to do that.

im not gona live my life saying 'i cud haf done tt' or 'i didnt do that' be4 i die. no. i dun. i jus live the moment. this is my life. n im enjoying it. hahahaha.


ok. now back to OM.


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