hello again. u noe what. i duno why, but im feeling a lil messed up. nah im not reli. im just..u noe. a lil concerned. a lil confused. yea.

wel, i haf no doubts bout whr i wan to go from here. i noe. but rushing it is stupid, i've known that for sometime. and ill stick by it. and i've told you. ready when you are. and no hurry. please.

would it make u happier? yes it would. if you're at ur happiest now, den no, it wun't make u happier. cos nth's gona change. but since nth's gona change den y go on u ask? thr are smthgs tt wud change. but they aint gona screw anything up. argh i haf no idea what e hell im saying. ima go write in my paper diary. heh. do i even haf one. argfghguiewRKNOIDFNnlfnjbnDFNk.

yes. we'l stay. yes yes yes. i love it like that.

and i wished tt all msn nicks wud just be 1, 2, 3, 4..nth else. or at least haf a 7 letter limit. haha. cos. hell. i duno. theyre kinda scaring me. i meant e nicks. argh. i hate english. i hate my brain. overworking all e time. hahahaha. its fun though. u noe. shows u got a brain at least.

all i wana be is be worth the choice u make. yea. even if it is a kind of risk ur taking go move on, i wana be worth that risk, and turn that risk to a certainty tt thr is sm1 out thr who wud be the one. argh hell.




ok. confusing emo time over. yup. back to earth. yea. im doing ok i gues, more or less pretty good. played soccer wid the irvo n mingo. me laaddies. yea..at sengkang wid zainal n frens. played orite i gues. i duno. hardly played though.cos thr were like 5, 6 teams..rotated..but i gues we played ok. e court down thr was pretty big too, more space. heh. cant stand playing in smaller courts. requires more technique, n i aint thr yet. hell. close u down so fast. ha.

yuup. couldnt stop thinking of u e whole day. yea. i love u alex. hahahahahahaha.

NOO!!! you as in you. u noe, e one reading dis. hahahaha. its not stil alex is it. argh. hahaha yea u noe who u are.

i stil loove u alex. we shud go hang ard soemtime. and we shud go 'ahem' at the door openers at the grand hyatt. heh heh heh hehhh! GRANSAZERS SAVE THE DAY!