an ending brings a new beginning. its another day for me i gues.

yea, sure its not gona be the same widout 2 of my family around. (theyre not gone yet! 15 dec!)im sure its different. as my baby and alex said, its gona be hard. its natural to feel tt way.

but hey. technology makes the world a terribly small place i said b4. they'l be jus a skype call away. (not like i like skype. but my dad somehow forced me to learn it. and im getting e hang of it.) yea.

a new beginning as i said. yes, this new beginning wud be bonding more wid my mom, be4 she too has to leave one day. but of course. i'l be fine. im reli ok now. just to keep an optimistic view on things, tt wud be best. this new beginning wud also be spending more time wid my dearie. and ooohhhh CHRISTMAS!!!!


but ok. enuff of emo shits. now im sitting in the sch lib typing my fingers off. ow. and haz just said his pants are wet. hahahaha. geez. just had breakfast wid my birdie too. oh wel.

life is wot u make it out to be. im not gona spend it thinking n brooding on wot shud haf been. i stil have a fantastic girlfriend, my mom, and reli good frens(thanks al!) out thr to love(no, not you al. we trust.). all i can do now is to cherish all tt, and yes me laddies. i cherish you all very very much.

hahahaha. man. im such a sensitive bastard. sure, the tears wil come inevitably. but wot e hell. DUN DO IT ALL E DAMNED TIME U BIG BABY. eargh. ok. sorry.

and lastly. i'd like to thank dearie for being thr always. thanks for everything, and sorry for making it so hard for you. not everyday that a big crying idiot cries over his brother.

(talent cue: gives her a big hug).

zhi yang loves you!~