Why hello again.

Not sure if many of you guys have been coming by here. hahaaa. well i dont blame you mahn.

anyways. feeling down in camp, and yeah, ironically its a thursday. and im booking out tmr for my aeromedical review. Not sure if i wana go air wing anyway, im starting to settle in in sierra, and e people here are all like-minded and really really fantastic people. However i may not have a choice, and i guess the army's all bout adaptation, i do that well enough maybe.

feeling down cos of other reasons too, too many to just spill em all out here, well..actually i could, nobody (or you) dont even come by anymore, so like wth right.

basically you dont seem to care like you used to anymore.

i can safely say, oh yes i think i can, that if i walk away right now and never return, all i'd get is 1 call.

its the exact opposite as i said. but dont worry, i'll get a hold of myself. until one day i finally snap, it may be too late already, but i know i've tried, and i know i've done my best for us.

i know, i've given my EVERYTHING to this.

can you say that?